That feeling of hopelessness. The emptiness consumes you. Nothing makes you happy and making through one more day is a chore.
I understand and most of important, He understands. You are feeling the Lord is not listening or worse case scenario, does not exist. This is your mind and chemical makeup deceiving you.
What you put in your body reflects on your well being. To nourish your body is an important part of your spiritual health. Overabundance of junk makes junk in your body.
For the drunkard and the glutton shall come to poverty: and drowsiness shall clothe a man with rags.
What? know ye not that your body is the temple of the Holy Ghost which is in you, which ye have of God, and ye are not your own?
Your physical health affects your mental health. Your body is your temple and it is your vessel in which your soul inhabits. Spirituality cleanses your soul and nourishes your body.
To come from the cloudiness and the darkness, you must give your heart to our Lord, Jesus Christ.
I have been in the "darkness" myself and thought nothing would ever be right in this world for me. Desiring all the earthly desires is natural. Until you desire all the spiritual desires and understand eternal love, you will live in a shadow.
Come from that shadow. Look around you. Go find a quiet place to reflect and closely look at nature. Watch the life giving miracle of water harbor what it does.
Look into an animals eyes and understand He created all things to love. Your pet loves you unconditionally as He does.
Embrace His love and see what He has created. It's miraculous. Why not be blessed with His Word and love?
" No one loves me!". He does. You just have to let Him in. Read. Pray. Love.
Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and cometh down from the Father of lights, with whom is no variableness, neither shadow of turning.
I love you. As my fellow Christian and if your not a Christian, I still love you. He taught me love.
Love is the most natural and simple thing in the world. He blessed us and our creatures with this. He gave His Life and He gave His blood for us to love one another and ourselves.
You can do this. He wants to speak with you. His words are not always audible as a phone call. Close your eyes or look into the sky and open your heart to Him. He is always there waiting, with eternal love.
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